MIRROR
When you look inside you transform your thoughts, and is the only way you have to transmute yourself with consistency.
There in front of the mirror of her soul Clarissa thought about that moment she had integrated all the energy that came from her lover, somehow for years it had just been her food allowing the vampire Victor to consume her as she lost her love -herself and her dignity and all the things that made her strong.
That was perhaps the moment when all the things he felt inside began to resonate again, because the need to keep going, the need to be strong and to survive, slowly began to overwhelm any and all desires and in that survival energy. developed a new personality totally compatible with the one who fed on her, she quickly realized that if she wanted to survive she would also have to be a consumer, a predator, a survivor, she would have to shape herself, she would have to transform and in that process she would truly become the wife of the one who is to transform her from a simple and true maiden into a Baroness by blood.
Somehow there was a kind of symbiosis between her sunny side between her smiling side her ability to smile to live and expand and that new personality that made her be a cunning manipulator to think of herself first before others, yet that would be maybe her most selfless act she would sacrifice her essence in the name of a fusion in the name of a new essence, she knew that only then would she be able to survive, that role she was voted for for years when she only hoped to be used permanently had her made to understand the essence of life and the need it had to assert its own identity, its own transformative capacity, it would stop being a prey and become a predator and a companion for its creator.
Now it was time to be authentic with herself and to truly look at the way she saw life and the world and it was in front of that mirror that she had always wanted to be that she saw herself transformed into a queen, an empress, a warrior, a woman who had ceased to be. the fragile and unprotected maiden who only counted on the protection of others, especially her lover Vitório.
She knew it was time to be stronger, it was time to assume her own ambitions, it was time to accept that that 21-year-old coexistence and had transformed me had made her wake up inside herself and now that she knew how Blood and Blood worked. gold would take her blood and her gold for herself, she would stop feeding him, to feed on herself and to feed on those who only knew how to serve her.
Now it was The Time of All Changes, she knew that drinking her lover's blood would become just like me, that her narcissistic sense would be heightened, that narcissistic sense that she would learn through sharing blood That was always one-sided, since only he fed on her whenever he wanted and whenever he felt the moment was right, but she had learned to time those times, she had learned that in accepting his exploration she had allowed that energy to also be infected and even though it was only her blood that was consuming all that relationship brought him the certainty about the world and the life that only the strongest can truly aspire to is to survive.
There was a greater need inside her, there was a need inside her to be stronger than her lover, after all she could also be the vessel where his blood could enter where her need to be permanently in transformation could be fulfilled. her body would thus be the casing for a new vampire, and she would be one of the most powerful because before being a vampire she had been food for years, the fact that she had been empathetic for dozens of years made her perfectly understand how to be a narcissist and at that moment that was all she wanted, it was time to call her power that, it was also time to give her companion an empress a queen, someone who from now on would be as strong as he was and that together and side by side they could rule that immense Kingdom they intended to build.
She had gone crazy over the years, she had learned to transform herself, she had learned to be what she wasn't and somehow all that energy and all that transformation had made her know how to adapt, the mirror was perhaps the most important because only in him could she see some dignity and now finally freed from all her inhibitions she had finally within herself the queen who had always been the Baroness of blood wanted to devour hundreds and hundreds of food from human beings from slaves and from all those who of somehow set their objective among themselves.
It was a question of power but it was also a question of creativity, she could not subsist only based on her lust for power, the fact that she had been subjugated for years to her love Eternal Victory had made her cunning and she had realized that the The only way to achieve and maintain power was through human relationships and vampiric relationships and only by being strong and drinking that blood could she transform into something greater, there was an alchemy that would have to happen, but the main one had already happened, the long years of living with the vampire had made her power-hungry, money-hungry and bloodthirsty, she needed him for herself but essentially she needed to fulfill herself she needed to demonstrate to him that she was as strong or stronger than him not only to satiate him but essentially to show him that after all she was as strong or stronger than him and that only together they could rule that Kingdom.
The two were now United in that purpose, they were on the same side, they were rowing in the same direction and somehow that was the beginning of a transformation, she would be Forever the fragile blonde maiden who at the same time was a terrible vampire warrior who would take all lands of the East, becoming the champion of the East, the strongest defender of that way of life, his narcissism was born from his need to affirm his capacity for transformation and, above all, from the difference he had to make in the world, because there was a mission the one she gave herself from now on and which was to perpetuate the name of her creator Vitório and of his offspring who wanted it to be extensive and to be born from the love of both, yes because she had finally discovered that there are many forms of love, and that even hell has its heroes.
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